PART 4
NanceGir1: Hey Alexis
LexSk8247: Hi Nancy!
NanceGir1: Haven’t talked in a while
LexSk8247: I kno, where have you been?
NanceGir1: Hangin out @ the beach a lot with Kelly & Amber & Jennifer
LexSk8247: Getting a tan?
NanceGir1: Getting cancer lol
LexSk8247: lol
NanceGir1: How’s John?
LexSk8247: Awesome! he loves me 😀
NanceGir1: So what fun sexy things have you been doing? 😉
LexSk8247: OMG! WE GOT CAUGHT LAST WEEK!!!!
NanceGir1: ROFL 🙂 😀 😛 Spill the beans!
LexSk8247: ok 😀
………: so we were in my room & my parents left for some reason
………: this was @ nite
………: as soon as they were out of site
………: John jumped me 😛
NanceGir1: Details details details!
LexSk8247: LOL we got naked & kissed a LOT
………: (John’s the best kisser in the world 😉
NanceGir1: Like u kno anyone else’s kisses *rolls eyes*
LexSk8247: We basically just rubbed our junk 2gether a lot
………: Then we eventually blew each other
NanceGir1: U do NOT make a good storyteller 🙁
LexSk8247: I’ll tell u all about it in person 😉
NanceGir1: But when did u get caught?
LexSk8247: Right, so we fell asleep naked 2gether in my bed
………: In the morning my parents came home & dad walked in on us sleeping
NanceGir1: @ least u didn’t get caught in the act
LexSk8247: lol good thing
………: but we came down 4 breakfast and dad tried to give us THE TALK
NanceGir1: LOL
LexSk8247: EMBERISSING
………: my mom is soooooo open it was weird
………: she said to use lube when doing anal
NanceGir1: ROFLMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LexSk8247: I tried to tell them we haven’t done that stuff
NanceGir1: U have the best mom EVAR
………: y haven’t you tried it?
LexSk8247: LOL it never came up b4
………: I’ve never thought about it
………: we’re satisfied right now with oral, thnx 😉
NanceGir1: Amber likes anal
LexSk8247: Amber’s had anal sex?????????
NanceGir1: No, lol, but she likes to masturbate w/ her butt!!!
LexSk8247: Have u tried it?
NanceGir1: No, I’m happy w/ my friend mr. clit 🙂
………: Sorry
LexSk8247: don’t worry, I have mr. penis to play with
NanceGir1: ROFL
LexSk8247: In fact, I have 2!
NanceGir1: Sure, rub it in -_-
LexSk8247: Haven’t found any good catches @ the beach?
NanceGir1: Not yet.
………: Seen some hot guys, but I blew them off
………: Not that way lol
LexSk8247: LOL why did u blow them off?
NanceGir1: Loooooooong story
LexSk8247: See if ur a better storyteller than me
NanceGir1: ok, me & amber & kelly & jennifer were at the beach
………: playing volleyball
………: when some creepy old man tried to touch jennifer
LexSk8247: woah
NanceGir1: she was real shook up
………: this guy pulled his pants down and played w/ himself
………: right on the beach in front of everybody
………: so 3 hot guys we kept checkin out came to the rescue
LexSk8247: Prince Charmings lol 🙂
NanceGir1: they saved jennifer from getting touched & took the old guy away
………: they asked how we were and we just brushed them off
………: cuz we were comforting jennifer
………: we left and brought jennifer home
………: I haven’t seen the guys since
LexSk8247: go 2 the beach again and find them!!!!!
NanceGir1: I kno right?
………: but now jennifer doesn’t want 2 go 2 the beach anymore
LexSk8247: understandable
NanceGir1: and Kelly and Amber think its hopeless 2 find guys this summer
………: so they basically gave up
………: and don’t want to try to meet guys w/ me
LexSk8247: not even the Prince Charmings?
NanceGir1: no 🙁
………: we had a slumber party @ kelly’s house after the old guy thing
………: & we fooled around
LexSk8247: ANOTHER STORY???? HOW MANY U GOT????
NanceGir1: LOL
………: I’m sure u & John have more
………: well, Amber & Kelly both had their 1st orgasms
………: and I think they just want to stay @ home and masturbate now
………: I don’t blame them LOL
………: But I want a new boyfriend! 🙁 *grr*
LexSk8247: Y don’t u go 2 the beach yourself?
NanceGir1: I don’t want2 go ALONE
………: do u want 2 come w/ me sometime?
LexSk8247: I already have a boyfriend Nance *rolls eyes*
NanceGir1: TWIST THAT KNIFE SOME MORE
LexSk8247: ROFL
NanceGir1: I don’t expect you to go pick any1 up, but I don’t want 2 be lonely
LexSk8247: how bout me & john & u all go?
NanceGir1: I guess that’s fine
LexSk8247: wat’s wrong?
NanceGir1: *sigh* u 2 2together just make me jealous
………: u guys are perfect
LexSk8247: 2b honest, we’re not
………: we have our own problems
NanceGir1: like wat?
LexSk8247: he seems to think he’s not good enough for me or something
………: but I think its cuz I’m not a girl where it matters
………: he’s says he doesn’t care, but I think he’s lying
NanceGir1: U both have self esteem issues 😛
………: Remember he asked U out, and he knew what he was getting into
LexSk8247: That’s what he says
NanceGir1: here’s the test: we all go 2 the beach together
………: and if he checks out other girls u dump his ass
LexSk8247: lol that’s mean
………: so does that mean we can all go
………: & you can introduce us to the Prince Charmings u met?
NanceGir1: ok
………: 2morrow?
LexSk8247: I’ll see if John will go
NanceGir1: it shouldn’t be hard
………: u 2 are joined at the hip
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LexSk8247: Hey John
………: Want 2 go 2 the beach w/ me & Nancy 2morrow?
JohnIILWA: sure!
LexSk8247: lol that waz easy
………: nancy wants 2 try 2 meet some guys
JohnIILWA: So I’m going to stop you from picking up guys 2?
LexSk8247: lol I only have eyes for you
………: wat? not going to profess ur love to me?
JohnIILWA: my sn stands for “John Is In Love With Alexis”
LexSk8247: liar
JohnIILWA: No lie
………: I made it the night after the first time we kissed
………: b4 that it was something stupid about skating
LexSk8247: Hey! my sn is about skating!
JohnIILWA: yeah but it’s not stupid
LexSk8247: but you’ll have to get a new sn when you dump me
JohnIILWA: I’ll just have to get a new girlfriend that begins with “A”
LexSk8247: lol ur supposed to say you’ll never dump me
JohnIILWA: I’ll never dump you
………: sorry I’m bad at this
………: I’m imagining you in a bikini
LexSk8247: I can’t wear a bikini
………: no bottoms at least
JohnIILWA: …and John screws up again
………: sorry
LexSk8247: don’t be
………: I kno you wish I were a girl
JohnIILWA: no i don’t
………: you are a girl
………: that’s what I meant
LexSk8247: Well *I* wish I were a girl
JohnIILWA: y? ur unique and better than everyone
LexSk8247: i kno, u say that a lot
………: but i wish i could have a vagina if only for a day
………: to be able to wear a bikini bottom without a bulge
………: to maybe even have an orgasm like girls do
………: to be able to have sex with you for real
………: instead of just rubbing ourselves together
JohnIILWA: I love you the way you are
LexSk8247: it sounds hollow when u say that
………: tell me the truth
………: don’t u wish i were a girl sometimes?
………: john?
………: you there?
JohnIILWA: i’m here
………: i don’t want u to cry
LexSk8247: so u do wish i was a girl
JohnIILWA: no
………: i want to be totally honest with you
………: i have never wanted you to be a girl
………: i mean have a vagina (don’t confuse me here u are a girl)
………: and i love it whenever we fool around
………: its the best times of my life
………: the only thing, and I swear the ONLY thing
………: that i regret is that I don’t like to taste your cum
………: but that’s NOT a problem with you, it’s with me
LexSk8247: if i didn’t have a dick you wouldn’t have that problem
JohnIILWA: don’t say that
………: it is entirely my fault
………: and i will always let you cum in my mouth if that’s what you want
………: because i love you and i always want you to be happy
………: but i know i just made you cry
LexSk8247: I’m not crying
JohnIILWA: I know you are
………: i may not be able to see you, but i know you’re crying
LexSk8247: can we pretend i have a vagina?
JohnIILWA: huh?
………: how?
LexSk8247: just pretend
JohnIILWA: why?
LexSk8247: I want to know what it’s like
JohnIILWA: ok…
………: you have a vagina now
LexSk8247: thank you
JohnIILWA: you’re confusing me
LexSk8247: imagine me with a vagina
………: what would it look like if I had one?
JohnIILWA: oh
………: it would be as perfect as you
LexSk8247: describe it
………: I know you watch porn
………: you know what one looks like
JohnIILWA: I saw last time we fooled around that you are getting pubes
………: so your vagina would have some peach fuzz above it
LexSk8247: but what would it look like?
JohnIILWA: um, it would be cute and tight with small lips
LexSk8247: is that your perfect pussy?
JohnIILWA: it’s how I imagine yours if you had one
………: maybe with a cute little clit at the top
………: since you never had sex, you would have a cherry
LexSk8247: pop my cherry
JohnIILWA: huh?
LexSk8247: if I were a girl, what would our first time be like?
JohnIILWA: oh, that’s what we’re doing
………: it would start off a lot like the first time we did stuff in real life
………: you would be on my bed, and we would begin by kissing
………: I would be on top of you
………: as we kissed I would play with your tits
………: I would take your shirt and bra off
………: then I would play with them some more
………: I would lick your nipples
LexSk8247: I love it when you play with my nipples
………: but keep going
JohnIILWA: I would kiss your breasts, and kiss a line down your stomach
………: till I got to your waist
………: then I would tickle your waist with my tongue
………: then I would unbutton your jeans with my teeth
………: and unzip them with my teeth, too
………: I would then pull down your jeans and slide them off you
………: next come your boxers
LexSk8247: no I wear girl underwear
JohnIILWA: ok, white panties
………: then I slide off your panties
………: then I spread your legs a little and rub your pussy
………: I slide my fingers along your pussy lips
………: then I take my thumb and rub your clit
………: then I would lick your pussy lips and your clit
LexSk8247: I’m very wet
JohnIILWA: I kiss your pussy and bury my tongue in it, licking your cherry
………: (is the cherry within reach like that?)
LexSk8247: I don’t know keep going
JohnIILWA: I then lick your clit and slide a finger into your pussy
………: I slide my finger in and out
LexSk8247: I want you to put your dick in me
JohnIILWA: ok
………: I get off you and get undressed
LexSk8247: you’re naked just get to it
JohnIILWA: I get on top of you
………: my dick is very hard
………: I kiss you and fondle your tits
………: and I let my dick slide along your pussy lips
………: then I finally guide my dick into your pussy
LexSk8247: mmmm
JohnIILWA: my dick hits your cherry, but I push it in
………: I break your cherry
LexSk8247: no blood this is not messy
JohnIILWA: ok
………: I slide my dick all the way into you
LexSk8247: mmm I love it
JohnIILWA: I start to slide my dick in and out of you
………: slowly
………: we keep kissing, freching
LexSk8247: I want you to suck my tits
JohnIILWA: ok, I suck your tits as we have sex
LexSk8247: I take your hand and suck the finger you had put in my pussy
………: I am soaking wet, dripping all over your dick
………: it feels so good to have you inside me
JohnIILWA: are you playing with your tits in real life?
LexSk8247: yes
………: and I’m jacking off
JohnIILWA: me too
LexSk8247: keep talking
………: I want to cum imagining I have a pussy
JohnIILWA: ok
………: so we’ve been having sex slowly for a while
………: and you’re getting looser
………: so I start to fuck you harder
LexSk8247: yes
JohnIILWA: I start to really pound you
………: and I suck your tits harder
LexSk8247: I suck your finger harder
………: I wrap my legs around you as we fuck
JohnIILWA: I’m about to cum
LexSk8247: so am I
………: cum in my pussy
JohnIILWA: I fuck you as fast as I can
………: I slide my finger in and out of your mouth
………: pushing my finger nearly down your throat
………: as I push my dick as deep into you as I can
………: finally, I cum
………: I stop fucking you and stay buried deep in you
………: my cum goes deep in your body
………: you are having an orgasm too
………: your whole body is shaking
………: you are moaning around my finger
………: you there?
………: Alexis?
LexSk8247: yeah
………: I just cummed
………: had to clean up, sorry 🙂
JohnIILWA: lol
LexSk8247: Did you cum yet?
JohnIILWA: no
LexSk8247: want me to help you finish?
JohnIILWA: sure
………: you tell me what happens next
LexSk8247: ok 🙂
………: so you just cummed, but you need to again 😉
………: after my orgasm I am exhausted
………: I unwrap my legs and let you get up
………: then I lay on the bed so my head is dangling off the edge
………: I want you to deepthroat me
JohnIILWA: mmmm
LexSk8247: so you put your dick in my mouth
………: it’s still rock hard as can be
………: and my tongue slides over the top of it
………: I reach down and play with my clit as you push your dick down my throat
………: I don’t gag
………: you can see my throat get bigger as you force the whole thing down it
………: you slide your dick out and slide it back in
………: I want you to fuck my face and cum down my throat
JohnIILWA: I just cummed in real life 😉
LexSk8247: lol
………: I want to try that sometime
JohnIILWA: deepthroat?
LexSk8247: yeah
………: I know I gag but I want to learn to get over that
JohnIILWA: practice makes perfect 😉
LexSk8247: it’s getting late now
………: but this was fun
………: we should do this more often
………: when we can’t do it in real life, that is 😉
………: C U 2morrow at like 9?
JohnIILWA: sure
………: good night
LexSk8247: night nite
JohnIILWA: I love you
LexSk8247: I love you too *kiss*
JohnIILWA: *kiss*
Most girls could check out boys on the beach without their boyfriends noticing, but Alexis couldn’t. Even if she could sneak glances at hot boys, she’d have a hard time hiding her hard-on. So when she was getting ready for the beach the next morning, she decided she had to masturbate once before going so she wouldn’t get horny at the beach.
Although Alexis had cum when she said she did the night before on-line, she woke up with a morning wood. It practically taunted her, as if to say “You’ll never keep me down!” She had dreamed that she had a vagina, and this morning wood was almost a pinch to wake her up from her wonderful dreams and back into the nightmare of reality, where she wasn’t a real girl.
But today would be a fun day, and she wasn’t going to let her penis ruin it.
To put her penis at ease, before her shower she limbered up and got on the floor of the bathroom to suck her own dick.
She lay on her back, then lifted her legs, arching her back and bending at the hips until her toes touched the floor behind her head. Her hard-on landed on her face.
She opened her mouth and began to suck the head. Usually that was all she could manage to get in her mouth, but she couldn’t complain. As she sucked her dick, she slid her tongue all over the head, and with her hand grabbed the shaft and stroked it slowly.
She took her other hand and played with her balls, then closed her eyes to enjoy the sensation of sucking dick and being sucked.
It was enjoyable as usual, but her lingering dreams got in the way of enjoying it completely. Her mind wandered from the dreams of having a pussy to the cybersex she and John had had last night, then off to the suggestion of anal sex.
When the thought struck her, she decided to experiment a little.
She took the hand that was playing with her balls, and slid it along her taint until she reached her asshole. She rubbed her asshole a bit, but it didn’t particularly feel either good or bad. She figured that maybe if it was wet it might feel better, but the dry friction did nothing for her.
She thought about sticking a finger in it, and at first the idea grossed her out. What if she took it out and it had crap on it? That might turn her off from anal sex. What if it hurt? It might ruin the moment right now.
She was nearing an orgasm just from the sucking, so she figured it couldn’t do much damage if things went wrong, since she’d be cumming in a moment either way.
She used her middle finger and put a little pressure on her asshole to push it in. Her asshole was too tight though, and would not give. She pushed a little harder, and she thought her asshole was starting to open, but it hurt.
She took her finger away, and decided not to take the plunge today.
She came a few moments later, sucking down the cum that shot from her convulsing dick. When she finished, she quickly got out of her position so her back wouldn’t hurt.
Well, there would be no anal play today, but she thought that maybe her mother was right: she’d have to use lube and see if that made it any better.
She also wondered if having a dick in her ass would feel anything at all like a dick in her pussy. That is, the pussy she had removed at birth; the pussy she would never get to see or feel; the pussy that existed no more. She stopped her thoughts there and tried to think of the fun day at the beach she would be having, and not dwell on her own problems. This would be a day for Nancy, and Alexis didn’t want to go feeling blue all day.
Alexis got up and took her shower, and tried to think of what Nancy’s Prince Charmings might look like. Were they boys who were in her class last year? Were they high school boys who were a grade or two ahead?
She did not know that Nancy had set her sights even older than that.
—
Nancy masturbated that morning too, and even though she had a pussy to masturbate with, she touched nothing but her clit, as usual. She rubbed her pussy lips a tad at first, but when she slid a finger in a little bit and felt her hymen, she stopped there. She wanted the first thing to ever go in her pussy to be a dick, and she imagined that hot blond guy from the beach who watched her a lot being her first lover. The other guys he had been with were also hot, but it was the blonde guy who looked at her the most, and she was okay with that, since she found him to be the sexiest anyway.
It didn’t take much to get her to reach orgasm: just gently rubbing her clit and imagining that blond guy penetrating her. The problem was her masturbation didn’t calm her down; it only made her want to have sex more, to experience her first hard cock, to see one up close, and to feel it deep inside her.
After two orgasms, she found herself only hornier, so she gave up before she found herself in the shower all day.
She had barely gotten into her bikini when the doorbell rang.
She came outside and found Alexis and John at her door, ready to go. Alexis was wearing a hot swimsuit top, but was wearing guy-shorts for her bottom. Nancy understood why, of course, and was secretly pleased that she could show off more of her legs than Alexis.
John was only wearing trunks, of course, and Nancy briefly gave him a once-over. He wasn’t yet grown enough for her – without any muscle definition, and not tall enough – but he was certainly grown up enough to make Nancy the slightest bit jealous of Alexis. Nancy had been friends with John even before Alexis came into their lives, and she had no feelings for him, sexual or otherwise, but even so, a shirtless guy was a shirtless guy, and Nancy did not have a shirtless guy to call her own right now.
As they walked to the beach, Alexis and John held hands, and Nancy felt like a third wheel, even though John really spoke the least during the walk.
The beach was crowded as usual, and Nancy could not find her dream man immediately. Alexis pointed out lots of hot boys for Nancy that were their age, and each time John put his arms around Alexis from behind and squeezed her tighter. He, of course, was saying “Don’t you dare point out guys you think are hot, you’re mine.” Alexis didn’t respond to John’s hugs and squeezes, just to tease him more. Instead she just pointed out more cute guys.
But Nancy didn’t find any of them to be particularly hot, or at least not as hot as the men she wanted. Alexis kept pointing out guys that were too young, but Nancy didn’t know how to explain that to Alexis. She would only say things like “Well, he’s cute, but I wouldn’t say he’s hot.”
Of course, most of the men Nancy wanted didn’t seem to notice her, and most of the young teen boys that Nancy didn’t like seemed to lock their eyes on her curves and tits. Nancy was stunning in the eye of thirteen-year-old boys who were just discovering girls, and even a few of the girls her age were shooting daggers of jealousy at her.
Finding no luck by noon, Nancy, Alexis, and John walked to an ice cream and hot dog stand nearby for lunch to get into the shade and figure out why Nancy had gotten so picky suddenly.
They settled down with hotdogs, fries, and sodas at an empty picnic table under a beautiful weeping willow tree.
“Are you still stuck on your Prince Charmings?” Alexis asked Nancy.
“No, I don’t think so,” Nancy said. “I mean, they were really hot, all of ’em, but I can live without them. I just haven’t really seen any guys I want.”
“You make it sound like we’re on sale,” John said.
“Sweetie, guys are always on sale,” Alexis said, and kissed him.
Nancy frowned momentarily, then looked away. She wished she was kissing a guy right now. Even to have Scott back for a few moments…
But in her glance away, she caught sight of something much better: her three Prince Charmings were coming up from the beach, headed straight for the hot dog stand.
Nancy smiled when she saw them, causing Alexis and John to turn around and look.
“THOSE are your Prince Charmings?” Alexis asked.
“Yeah, aren’t they hot?” Nancy said.
“They’re – they’re like in their twenties!”
“Oh, they’re not that old.”
“They’re not sixteen.”
“I’m sure they’re still in high school.”
“Seniors,” John chimed in, “held back twice.”
“Knock it off,” Nancy said.
“Do you think they’re interested in you?” Alexis said.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“It means you’re sixteen, and I would think they would like girls their own age.”
“Says you. I know that blond guy was checking me out last time. I think he’s checking me out right now!”
“You’re not serious.”
“I’m gonna go talk to them,” Nancy said, getting up.
“What are you gonna say?”
“I’m going to apologize for being rude to them the other day.”
“That better be all you do.”
“We’ll see,” Nancy said, and left to join the men in line.
John and Alexis watched in morbid fascination. They couldn’t hear what was said, but it was clear that the blond guy took a huge interest in what she had to say. The other guys smiled on mildly, but seemed vaguely uncomfortable at the same time.
“Is she flirting with him?” Alexis whispered to John.
“I think she is,” John said. “What could she want in him? What could he want in her?”
“His dick, it looks like.”
“Wow, Alexis. Had to go with the dick joke.”
Alexis laughed momentarily, but got serious again quickly. “I think she is flirting with him,” she said. “And he’s not sayin no.”
Nancy came back to the table soon after.
“What did you say to them?” Alexis asked.
“I apologized, like I said I would,” Nancy said.
“You’re not going to try to start anything with one of them, are you?”
“Why not?”
“How old are they?”
“I didn’t ask, but what is your point?”
“For one thing if they’re over eighteen it’s illegal,” Alexis said, “and for another thing it makes them perverts.”
“No it doesn’t! What’s it matter how old they are?”
“They should be going out with people their own age.”
“Fine, let’s say Chris is eighteen-“
“Chris?” John said.
“The blond one’s name,” Nancy said. “That makes him two years older than me. What’s the age gap with your parents, Alexis?”
“People who are older are not the point. The point is you are young. You should be going out with people your own age.”
“Why does that matter?” Nancy said, emphasizing every word and getting red in the face.
Neither Alexis nor John had a retort. They were simply dumbstruck. They had no logic to go with their argument, and shouting “It’s wrong!” at Nancy would accomplish nothing.
“That’s what I thought,” Nancy said after a brief silence.
They finished their lunch in silence. Nancy was angry over the fight, Alexis was angry and very concerned, and John was just very concerned. He wanted to find a way to convince Nancy that it was wrong, but he didn’t know how and he didn’t want to reopen the discussion and make things worse. When he thought about it, he couldn’t come up for a reason why it would be wrong. He and Alexis were having sex already, why would an age gap matter if both people enjoyed it? He knew there had to be a reason, there had to be, because something in him told him it was wrong. He wondered if it was just his upbringing or if it was something on a deeper level. But without knowing the answer himself, he’d never be able to communicate his gut feeling to Nancy.
The time it took to finish lunch was not quite enough for Nancy and Alexis to let the conversation blow over. But Alexis broke the silence by saying “Do you want to keep looking for guys today or what?” She meant to say it without emotion, but her anger and annoyance came through much too easily.
“I think I’m done today,” Nancy said, “I’m going home. You two have fun together.” There was clearly venom in her voice, of anger and jealousy and hurt.
Neither John nor Alexis responded to her. They just watched her walk away. She took one last look at the hot guys, who were sitting at another table and finishing their own lunches.
Alexis could have sworn the blonde guy winked at her.
John gripped Alexis’ hand under the table, and Alexis put her head on John’s shoulder.
“She’s never gotten mad at me before,” Alexis said.
“I know,” John said. “But maybe this will blow over by tomorrow.”
“I don’t think it will,” Alexis said. “She’s been thinking about those guys for a week.”
“Should we go talk to them?”
“No, that won’t do anything.”
“It’ll make you feel better.”
“I think it’ll only make me feel worse.”
“Okay,” John said, giving up. “You wanna go back to the beach, maybe go swimming?”
“No.”
“Go skateboarding?”
“No… I don’t know what I want to do. I want Nancy to stop being mad at me.”
“She’ll come around, and see it your way. I know her,” John said. But the truth was, he did know her, and he knew that she probably would not see it their way. When Nancy wanted something, she found a way to get it.
—
Nancy didn’t end up going home after all; she went back down to the beach and took a nap on her towel for a few hours. She figured the best way to calm herself would be to sunbathe for a bit and sweat out the anger she felt. She didn’t need Alexis’ approval, but she was angry that she hadn’t gotten it anyway. Why would Alexis not be happy to help her talk to guys and get a new boyfriend? What was wrong with liking older guys? What was wrong with older guys liking her?
But there was no rest in her nap, for she dreamed of fighting Alexis – not with words, but with fists and feet. Nancy pummeled her, ripping out Alexis’ hair, knocking out teeth; and Alexis could barely defend herself.
When Nancy woke up, she didn’t remember the dream, but only came to the conclusion that she needed to apologize to Alexis. Alexis was still a good friend, and even good friends sometimes fight. Nancy wouldn’t say Alexis was right, but she would say that there was no need for arguing, and that she would be able to accept the fact that Alexis might not like her choice of guys.
Maybe that’s all it was: Alexis liked guys her own age, and Nancy like older guys. Maybe Alexis simply didn’t find them attractive, right now at least, and the argument was nothing more than an expression of that.
The crowd at the beach was thinning when she woke up, and the sun was close to the horizon. A chill wind from the sea came through and gave her goose bumps. It was no longer bikini weather.
Nancy stood up and stretched, then wrapped herself in her towel to keep warm.
She scanned the beach one last time, almost automatically, for her Prince Charmings, or even just one, but none of them were around. She guessed it wasn’t meant to be. Maybe next time she would take Alexis’ advice and settle on a guy her own age that always looked at her and, when caught looking, turned red and looked away. That was a big problem Nancy had with boys her age: she wanted a guy with experience, who wasn’t shy and knew what he was doing. Too many boys her age were just discovering what to do with their own penises, and had no experience with vaginas whatsoever. She wanted a guy to take charge and show her a good time without being nervous and jumpy and unsure of what to do.
She guessed she couldn’t be picky, but she damn well wanted to be. She wanted her first time to be special, to be the best time of her life, and she didn’t think that could happen with some boy who stuttered and blushed every time he was around her.
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NanceGir1: Im sorry for fighting
LexSk8247: I’m sorry too
NanceGir1: Don’t be, I got mad first
LexSk8247: That’s not how I remember it
NanceGir1: lol let’s not fight about fighting
LexSk8247: lol
………: I can understand why you like them
………: I mean, they’re definitely hot, I’ll give you that one easily
NanceGir1: 🙂
LexSk8247: and I suppose that they did a heroic thing
………: so I guess its natural you’d like them after that
NanceGir1: I kno, but I’ve learned not to get my hopes up
………: I think next time I go guy hunting I’ll take ur suggestions
LexSk8247: u wanna go 2morrow?
NanceGir1: nah, I’m taking a break from the beach for a few days
LexSk8247: cancer
NanceGir1: lol yeah
—
But Nancy had lied to Alexis again. The next day, Nancy went to the beach by herself. She still wanted to find hot guys, and she was even willing to concede to taking up Alexis’ suggestions, but she didn’t want to have Alexis bring John again and get all riled up with jealousy. And she knew Alexis wouldn’t go anywhere without John.
But the promise she kept to herself to only talk to boys her own age was broken almost immediately upon arriving at the beach. Today seemed to be an especially older guy kind of day. There were hardly any families or kids there, and mostly only guys and girls in their late teens and early twenties. Many of the guys had girls with them, or were in large clusters that made her feel shy. The volleyball nets were being used, and she suddenly felt very alone at the beach. Maybe it was a bad idea to not bring Alexis, or at least Amber or Kelly, after all.
She almost turned right around to leave, feeling so isolated and awkward, but before her urge to flee got the better of her, she saw her blond Prince Charming, Chris.
He was talking with two other guys and two girls, but the guys were not Prince Charmings number 2 and 3. The girls were older and developed, and Nancy thought that was the type of girl Chris would be interested in, and it disheartened her for a moment, until Chris caught Nancy’s eye.
Chris spoke for a few moments longer with the others, then left them and wandered over to Nancy. Nancy didn’t move, except to put her hands behind her back and push her breasts forward, to give her best impression to Chris.
When Chris got up to her, he said “Hi, how you doing?”
“I’m goo-oo-ood,” Nancy said, trying to sound sexy, but instead sounded babyish. “Listen, I wanted to thank you again for everything you did.”
“Trust me, you thanked us enough,” Chris said. “We’re all just happy your little friend wasn’t, you know, scarred for life or anything.”
“No, she wasn’t.”
“Hey, you seem a little lonely today; you wanna hang out with my friends? I don’t think they’ll mind.”
“Are you sure? Are you sure I’m not too… young?”
“No, you’re nice and polite and mature for your age. How old are you anyway? nineteen?”
“sixteen,” Nancy said, before she could think of a lie.
“No kidding? I would never have guessed.”
“Thank you.”
“I’m sure they’d be fine with hanging out with you. Come on and meet them.”
“Well, okay…” Nancy said, and followed Chris back to his clique of friends.
It turned out they were friendly people, and didn’t mind Nancy being in their group at all. The played 3-on-3 volleyball when a net became available, and Chris seemed particularly impressed with her skill. Nancy really enjoyed herself, and got to know the type of people Chris called friends, and she didn’t have a problem with any of them, especially since the two girls in the group appeared to be girlfriends to the other two guys in the group, leaving Chris (hopefully) quite single.
Eventually one couple had to leave, then the other, and everyone said it was nice to meet Nancy as they left.
Nancy had been glad to meet them, and really enjoyed their company, but now that they were gone, she was a little nervous to be alone with Chris.
When the second couple had left, Chris asked “Do you need to be getting home soon?”
“I don’t think so,” Nancy said.
“That’s good. Want to take a walk with me? If you’re not too tired from volleyball, that is.”
“No, I’m not. I can walk.”
So they walked down the beach and got into small talk with each other. Nancy learned that Chris had just graduated high school, and after the summer, would be going to an out-of-state college, hopefully to get a degree in mechanical engineering. He thought that kind of a degree would be useful for making amusement park rides. He wanted to someday design a rollercoaster that would be pulse-pounding without making people queasy. He also wanted to design coasters that might be larger than normal, so the ride would last more than a few minutes. He imagined a rollercoaster where the line didn’t take as long to get through as the coaster took to ride.
Nancy found his ideas to be interesting, but found that she got lost in his eyes way too easily and couldn’t concentrate on his words.
Chris learned that Nancy had just graduated 10th grade.. She wasn’t sure what she wanted to do after that, and she hadn’t really thought about it yet. She’d never been out of the country on a vacation, so she hoped someday to travel and see the world. She had seen pictures of the Taj Mahal in her history textbooks, and she really wanted to see that and the culture of India. Coincidentally, “Aladdin” was her favorite Disney movie, but she refrained from saying that because she thought it might make her sound childish.
As she talked and they walked, Chris took her hand. It was the first time she had touched him, and his warm hand in hers felt wonderful.
Before she knew it, she was leaning on him, then resting her head on his upper arm. She was finally touching a real, live, hot, chiseled guy, and she wanted to make the most of it, even if it seemed like their chat was nothing more than friendly.
But Chris didn’t seem to mind any of the touching, and even seemed to smile a little bit more after they started holding hands.
They continued to walk and talk until the sun approached the horizon and most people left the beach for the day. It started to get a little chilly again, so Chris put his arm around Nancy and kept her warm as they walked. Chris knew she was getting cold, so he steered them off the beach, then asked her again if she needed to get home, or if she wanted to hang out a little longer.
“I wish I could hang out more, but I think that I do need to be home for dinner,” Nancy said.
“That’s okay, I’ll walk you home,” Chris said. “So, do you want to make the next one a real date?”
Nancy’s face went red, but her clit started to tingle at the same time. “Do you really want to go out with me?” she asked.
“Sure, why not?”
“Well, I’m…” she didn’t want to mention how old she was again. If anything, she wanted to completely avoid the topic to avoid making him think twice about it. “That sounds fun,” she finished.
“I don’t suppose you have a cell phone?”
“No, my parents won’t buy me one, until – to get a job and pay the bill myself, that is.”
“That makes sense.”
But Nancy quickly told Chris her screen name and MySpace page as the best way to talk.
“By the way,” Chris said, “I know you’re young, and I’m sure we’re used to different kinds of relationships. If I ever go too fast for you, and you feel uncomfortable, put on the breaks and I will listen.”
“Thanks, but I don’t think you’ll go too fast.”
“Is this too fast?” Chris said, then kissed her gently on the lips.
Nancy’s legs felt wobbly almost immediately, and thankfully he stopped kissing her quickly, or she thought she might have collapsed.
“No, that’s not too fast,” she said.
But Chris didn’t kiss her again, instead wrapping an arm around her and letting her lean hard against him.
As he walked her home, however, he did slide his hand from her waist down to her ass and left it there, cupping her cheek.
She was in love in an instant. Or what she thought of as love. Whatever it was, she wanted him to pop her cherry. There was no arguing with that.
The only odd thing that ended the night was that Chris didn’t walk her to her door. When they reach her home street, and she pointed out where she lived, Chris said “Well, I think you can make it the rest of the way by yourself.”
She didn’t realize Chris had done this because there was a car parked in the driveway.
Even with the odd and quick departure, Nancy wanted him more than ever. When she got home, she only told her parents that she had been at the beach all day (which was obvious since she walked in the house with her bikini on), and that she had met some new friends. Her parents were happy for her, and did not suspect that her new friends were all three years older than her.
—
As Chris walked home, he smiled. Nancy wanted him badly, so this would be much easier than he thought. He figured he would have to go slow, and had feared driving her away with the quick kiss, but she was into it plenty. Hell, if she liked him enough, he might be able to fuck her without spending more than three dates’ worth of green on her. This would be the youngest chick he’d ever fucked, and he subsequently wondered if she was a virgin. He could barely imagine how tight she would be, and he thought he might also have to properly teach her how to give great head.
He couldn’t understand why James and Zach weren’t into it. Hell, this might be the best sex of his life, and they were missing out. At least his other friends, the ones he had introduced Nancy to today, weren’t against it. Then again, they didn’t know about it. All they knew was that she looked a tad small for eighteen, and even then, that he and Nancy were only friends. He thought maybe his friends would not agree with his choice of meat if they ever found out this particular piece of meat was only sixteen.
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4agdtmcll: nancy?
NanceGir1: who’s this?
4agdtmcll: Chris
NanceGir1: Hi!
………: didn’t know what your sn was
4agdtmcll: yeah it’s weird
………: hey do you mind if I ask you a few personal questions?
NanceGir1: my fav color’s blue
4agdtmcll: lol 🙂
………: I mean, if you don’t mind, concerning sex
………: you there?
NanceGir1: yeah
………: what do u want to kno?
4agdtmcll: do you mind if I ask, or would it be too personal?
NanceGir1: it’s not 2 personal
………: ask away 😀
4agdtmcll: have you ever had sex?
NanceGir1: no
4agdtmcll: have you ever done anything sexual, like given head?
NanceGir1: tbh, no
4agdtmcll: that’s ok
………: ever looked at porn?
NanceGir1: yes
4agdtmcll: ever masturbated?
nanceGir1: yes
4agdtmcll: you’re not as innocent as I thought
NanceGir1: *giggles*
4agdtmcll: what’s the sexiest thing you’ve ever done?
NanceGir1: last week I fooled around with a few other girls @ a sleepover
4agdtmcll: did you kiss them?
NanceGir1: no
………: we masturbated 2gether
4agdtmcll: !!!!!!!
NanceGir1: LOL
4agdtmcll: what else did you do with them?
NanceGir1: that’s it
………: we just played with each other
………: 2 figure out what worked 4 us
………: we tried fingers and tongues
4agdtmcll: TONGUES???
………: that’s more than masturbation!
NanceGir1: LOL
4agdtmcll: that’s called eating out
NanceGir1: lol I kno
4agdtmcll: ever done anything with a guy?
NanceGir1: only kissing
4agdtmcll: when you were laying with your girlfriends
………: did you like getting eaten out?
NanceGir1: oh, I didn’t get eaten out
………: I only did the eating lol
4agdtmcll: did you like it?
NanceGir1: not much
4agdtmcll: do you think you’d like doing it to a guy more?
NanceGir1: maybe
4agdtmcll: is this getting too personal?
NanceGir1: no
4agdtmcll: good
………: you’re very open
NanceGir1: I don’t mind talking
………: sexy stuff is fun to talk about
4agdtmcll: how do you masturbate?
NanceGir1: I play with my clit
4agdtmcll: do you ever put fingers in your pussy?
NanceGir1: no
4agdtmcll: why not?
NanceGir1: tbh, I want to save myself for the right guy
4agdtmcll: am I the right guy?
NanceGir1: maybe
4agdtmcll: have you thought about having sex with me?
NanceGir1: yes
4agdtmcll: do you really want your first time to be with a guy you just met?
NanceGir1: if he’s really really REALLY hot
………: (like you lol)
………: besides, I like you a lot
………: you’re a nice guy
………: why should it be wrong to want you?
4agdtmcll: there’s nothing wrong with it at all
………: just sometimes sexual feelings can get out of hand
………: and sometimes girls think they’re ready when they’re not
………: even guys too
NanceGir1: Is that a challenge?
………: I’m ready when you are
Nancy couldn’t believe that she typed that last line. She was getting bold with him, and it was easy to when she wasn’t face to face with him. But she probably would have been really nervous if they had this conversation walking on the beach. It was too late now; she said she would fuck him.
As for Chris, he continued to masturbate, as he had been since he started talking to her. In fact, that last line brought him over the top, and he imagined her fully giving herself up to him, without any shyness or shame, without any nerves or jitters. He came, shooting his load into the wet washcloth he had wrapped around his dick.
When he finished his orgasm, he let the washcloth dangle on his cock and typed:
4agdtmcll: meet me at the beach tomorrow right after it closes?
Nancy’s heart pounded, and she slid a hand into her panties and rubbed her clit, typing with one hand:
NanceGir1: I’ll wear my bikini 😉
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PART 4.5
John found it particularly difficult to masturbate tonight for a variety of reasons.
For one thing, he was going to drink his cum, and it did not please him to know that was what he was going to do. He knew he didn’t like the taste, but he also knew that if he was ever going to be a good boyfriend to Alexis, he was going to have to get used to the taste. But knowing ahead of time that he would be doing it did not help him get to that point.
Closely related to that reason, he was trying to masturbate into a plastic cup, so he could easily drink it. He would have a hard time pointing his cock into it so that it didn’t miss, as well as holding it at such an angle so as to catch his cum but not slide out and spill.
He was also finding it difficult to masturbate because he could not shake the image of Alexis with a pussy instead of a cock, which he had conjured up the time he and Alexis had cybered. He found the idea of Alexis having female sex organs to be arousing, and he almost felt as if he were cheating on her by thinking of it. It wasn’t what she had, and he was finally starting to feel different about it. He had always told her he didn’t mind her cock at all, and it made her better than any other girl, but now he could not shake the idea that he would like her more if she did have a vagina after all. He didn’t want to think that; but he had started to question what he was missing by not having a real girl as a girlfriend.
He didn’t want to put it in those terms, of course, and he felt bad when he did. He loved Alexis, and he loved her for who she was, regardless of her genitals. But he wondered what a pussy really felt like, and what the experience of real sex would be. He supposed someday he might have anal sex with Alexis, but the idea currently did not turn him on. Getting a blow job from her was great, and making out with her and playing with her tits were great fun, but he wondered if sex would be more enjoyable if she had a pussy. Maybe he would even enjoy licking a pussy more than sucking a cock.
He didn’t look up porn tonight, because Alexis with a pussy would not leave his mind, and it aroused him plenty. He imagined reaching between her legs and feeling a slit instead of a bulge; a clit instead of a cock; lips instead of balls. He imagined sliding a finger or two inside her, and finally, he imagined having real, normal sex with her, pushing his cock into her pussy and pumping ever-so-gently as they kissed sensually, barely any tongue, just lips on lips in the most loving way possible. He imagined the feeling of his penis in her warm, tight vagina, where is could best express how much he loved her.
He felt bad that he was so aroused by these thoughts; that he wanted something from her that she was unable to give him. But he felt worse because he thought that she was imperfect, that he would love her more if they could have normal sex. He felt absolutely awful about that, because it meant that he had been lying to her when he told her he loved her because of her uniqueness.
And despite all that, despite how bad he felt, his erection was strong and he wanted to cum to the image in his head of Alexis with female parts.
When he finally reached his orgasm, and knew he would be cumming, he stood up and aimed for the plastic cup. He didn’t cum particularly much, and he shot it all into the cup without too much work.
But with his orgasm over and done with, all he was left with was a cup of cum and the awful feeling that he had to imagine his girlfriend as something different to make her perfect. He didn’t want to drink his cum right now, and he knew that he wouldn’t have to if Alexis didn’t have a dick in the first place. He never felt anger at her; only anger at himself for falling in love with someone that his libido told him was imperfect. It almost made him cry to think that.
The cum in the cup disgusted him right now. He didn’t want to drink it; not now, not ever. It looked gross, it smelled gross, and he knew it tasted gross. Even feeling the warmth of it from holding the cup was gross – and he was totally turned off from it. It was getting watery quickly, and that made it even grosser.
Disgusted with both his cum and himself, he didn’t bother to drink it, instead just washing the cup in the sink and then throwing it away. He could only bear to drink Alexis’ cum, and only to please her. It was that gross to him, and he didn’t know if he could ever get used to it. He loved her, and he wanted to please her just as much as she pleased him, and to him that meant sucking her off and swallowing every time she sucked and swallowed him. That was the only way, to him, to be a good boyfriend to her, at least in bed.
He wasn’t sure he really could be a good boyfriend to her.
—
Alexis was not at all in the mood to masturbate tonight. Cumming was not on her mind at all; although her sex organs were.
She lay in bed, simply feeling awful. Since she had pretended to have a vagina when she cybered with John, that was all she could think about. She used to not mind having a dick; she was proud of being different, and even having a dick did not stop her from having the best boyfriend in the world. But now she was finally questioning what she was missing by having a penis, but forgot to ask what she was gaining.
All she could think about was having a vagina just like John had described, and thought about the sensation of finally having a dick inside her, of finally having normal sex. She would eventually try anal, she knew, but she didn’t think it would be the same.
Right now, she wanted so badly to be a real girl, complete with a vagina. She usually didn’t regret having a dick, but recently she felt like she was missing out, but more than that she felt like John didn’t love her because of it. Of course that was stupid; he told her he loved her everyday, and was always telling her that he loved her because she was different than other girls, not despite her difference.
She slid a hand under her covers and touched her dick. It disgusted her right now. She didn’t think that it belonged there; she wasn’t supposed to have one at all. She should have felt a vagina down there.
Alexis took her hand away and turned onto her side, trying to sleep. She would feel different in the morning, when it wasn’t on her mind, and she would certainly feel different about it next time she had fun with John, but right now she was ready to cry over it.
She couldn’t blame her parents, of course, they just had to guess, and they happened to guess wrong on a 50/50 bet. But why couldn’t the doctors have done some tests and figured things out? Couldn’t they have done something to test Alexis to make sure she would grow up to be a boy before removing her vagina? How could they have made such a mistake?
—
When Nancy finished chatting with Chris online, she had already cum twice, and wanted to keep masturbating. She hadn’t told Chris that she was touching herself as they talked (mostly because he hadn’t asked), but she couldn’t stop imagining what sex with Chris might be like. Just reading his words was wonderful. They had even stopped talking about sex, and had chatted about other things for a while before Chris said goodnight, but Nancy continued to play with her clit.
When she went to bed, she played with herself further, getting the sheets wet and cumming no less than seven more times before drifting off to sleep with her hands on her clit near sunrise. It was perhaps the most times she had ever cum in one session, but it only made her more excited to have sex for real.
She slept in past noon, but she had the most wonderful dreams about sex.
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